by Sherlock Holmes Fri May 04, 2012 6:48 am
His head was telling him he should go. He had business to attend to. He'd left Sebastian unconscious in his flat. God knows if he'd still be there or if he'd come round and if he had what had he done to the flat, wrecked it no doubt. Not to mention the files he had stolen earlier. He still had all them to look through and with John incapacitated it would be an even larger job. Then there was his phone. He'd heard it bleep earlier and was convinced it would be some kind of message from Lestrade. A case, or perhaps a new client who'd seen the number on his website. Either way he really should check his messages...but....
There was something preventing Sherlock from leaving. Aside from the fact that he didn't like to work without John, got bored alone in the flat without John and hated to see him sick and lying in a hospital bed, there was something else. It was as if they had some kind of invisible rope tying them together, or an invisible pair of handcuffs connecting them to each other forever. It felt impossible to just walk out and leave. Or at least impossibly difficult. Sherlock knew it wasn't technically impossible, that was just stupid. All the same, it was there.
Sherlock cleared his throat and glanced towards the door. "Well soldier..." he said with a grin, "You better keep fighting because...because nothing's the same without you."
For some reason a visual image flashed through Sherlock's mind of him reaching down and hugging his flatmate. His body jumped an inch forward, as if urging him to do it, but then something else stopped him, some kind of internal conflict. John wouldn't want to be hugged. Would he? He felt tension building up inside his muscles, then quickly reaching a breaking point, and as if he was no longer in control of his body he leant over the bed and threw his arms round John, burying his head in his shoulder.
"Just get better damn you," he mumbled, before standing up quickly and regaining his composure.