by Sherlock Holmes Sat Apr 14, 2012 4:58 am
Sherlock's first instinct was to jump Moriarty from behind, drag him back inside and kill him with his bare hands but he knew already why that strategy wouldn't work. As far as the police outside were concerned, Moriarty was his lawyer, and if he was half as good as Sherlock gave him credit for, he'd probably have the documents and papers to back up his little lawyer story, making it more believable. Then Sherlock would be done for murder as well as everything else and John would still die. No. That was no good. He watched incensed as Moriarty walked out and disappeared down the corridor. He allowed it to happen. He allowed the smarmy police officer to come back into the room, to make some comment about "don't know why you bothered getting dressed, you're not going anywhere. Except maybe a prison cell." He allowed himself to lie back down on the bed as if nothing had happened. He allowed himself to close his eyes. Then he switched on his mind and began to think, running through every possible situation and scenario and any problems that might arise from following that path. He laid them all out in a logical order, calmly and efficiently.
Option 1Go upstairs right now and tell John everything, leading to several further options:
- John discharges himself from the hospital and goes home to Baker Street.
Problem: Sherlock will still have to kill himself otherwise Moriarty will just track down John at home and have him killed there
- John discharges himself and goes to stay somewhere else.
Problem: Moriarty said he'd be watching. He could easily have John's cab followed and if Sherlock didn't carry through on the suicide John could still be killed
- John has a police officer sit with him all night.
Problem: Sherlock didn't trust any of the police officers. At least one of them was in Moriarty's pay roll. Plus, if his death is going to be caused through an overdose or a corruption of his medicine then it must mean one of the nurses is under Moriarty's pay roll too, and seeing as there's no way of telling who that is, it's too risky a strategy.
- John has Sherlock sit with him all night.
Problem: This is better, but still doesn't solve the problem of the killer nurse. Plus, the police wouldn't let him sit with John all night.
- John has Lestrade sit with him all night and doesn't allow anyone to give him any medication
Problem: Even though Lestrade can be trusted, he can't be trusted not to fall asleep, at which point the nurse could sneak in and administer the deadly dose. Plus, it would involve John being in considerable pain all night without his medication.
With too many risks involved, Sherlock silently ruled out Option 1. He might go and see John later, but there was no point worrying him with any of this. He turned his attention to Option 2.
Option 2Escape from the hospital and go on the run, complete with the following sub-options and scenarios:
- Escape on his own
Problem: John would still be killed
- Escape with John
Problem: With John in a wheelchair this might be difficult, and even if they could pull it off, they had nowhere to go. Either the police or Moriarty would catch up with them. If Sherlock ended up in prison it would be easier for Moriarty to target John and any other of Sherlock's friends and associates
Sherlock sighed, finding his mind against a brick wall. The situation was an impossible one. The only other option was to leave his best friend to die, escape on his own and try to outrun the police, get the next train to Paris, disappear. But that wasn't even an option. He'd decided quite some time ago that he wouldn't want to live in a world that didn't have John Watson in it.
The only sure way to keep his friends safe was to kill himself. Sherlock would quite happily die for John, but not if he didn't have to. He didn't want to die. He certainly didn't want to die in disgrace and he didn't want to let Moriarty have the last laugh. No. The idea was absurd. Moriarty said he'd be watching, but how? Would he hide himself somewhere? Or have some of his men around watching, reporting back? Hidden cameras perhaps? And how was he to kill himself? What would Moriarty expect him to do? Could he play a trick on him somehow? Make him believe he was dead when really he wasn't? Over the next half an hour Sherlock ran these thoughts and many others over and over in his mind.