Me too. I'm gonna go on a whole thing, forgive me here... Sorry sorry sorry...
I always find my life relating to Sherlock so much it's like I've been living it all this time and never knew. I'm a combination of most of the characters, mostly John probably. I do have to put up with a lot of crazy; weird; stuff involving my friends especially my real life Holmes when she was around more. But I'm very very caring, sympathize and empathize with others, extremely loyal, defensive of those I care about, and will not hesitate to put up a fight if I have to.
I like playing the piano, though I cannot play overly well, I'm self taught so you can see how well THAT works out. I look for the adventure, exciting things in life, and hate being stuck somewhere that's pretty normal and boring; not going out into the world. People say my name wrong ALL the time, like Mary actually called John the wrong name. When I was actually able to be around my Holmes, we did have that relationship between them.
Warm, yet extremely odd and I had to stand her being how she was; raving; odd; and good lord when she was angry; very cold sometimes; making me go through things and do things for her when she didn't feel like doing them; but then a few times she would show her true side and I was able to see behind the mask. She even gave me a Toby on my birthday. And when I got to see her for the first time in forever yesterday, it felt like The Empty House. So much joy and my heart was pounding like crazy, in a heartfelt reunion. Sigh...
I actually got to liking coffee black with two sugars quite a while ago and because of it, am able to drink stronger coffees and am fond of them; able to take them without sugar even like John... Sometimes though I can be quite cold and overly analytical, do have vast knowledge on particular subjects, and always file myself in one particular category that separates me from others. I'm extremely odd, everyone knows it including me. I can be prideful.
I do actually like codes and ciphers, getting to figure them out. Love Edgar Allen Poe and have an attachment to the violin, though I cannot play it at all. I do have this thing about eating and sleep, have my own thinking process and actually wrote a sort of book on how my mind works because most people don't get it and think I'm really weird. And Sherlock is practically a foreign language expert, I attempt to make myself so. The one I know best is French, took three years.
I do have issues trusting people and more with romance and 'attaching myself' to others. I only have one true best friend and intend to keep it so, very loyal to her. I think deep within, I have a sense of evil and sometimes being so. Very cold, often unfeeling and say things that really do sound like Moriarty would say them.
Sometimes I really do hate people and feel like I'm intent on destroying one person. I am very good at taunting when I come down to it, like puzzles and giving them to people to see if they can solve it. And then, that occurs more when I'm really angry; I become more like Moriarty. Or Mycroft. For some reason, when I'm particularly angry and really don't want to talk to people; I'll start sounding overly formal while being cold. I do like to stalk people I know... sometimes. Ahem. Matt.
I do have a younger brother who I have an interesting relationship with. When we fight, it isn't pleasant at all. I am also, and a lot of people would say I'm like Molly. Very shy at times, easily flustered by guys or anyone who compliments me, I really feel like I am invisible and I don't count, but a lot of people tell me I'm sweet. I can see in people what others don't. I love cats, even though I can't own one. Do feel awfully awkward at times, especially in social situations.
Let's see, like Irene if I'm feeling confident. When I do dominate, it's rarely though and I don't always brag or overly relish about it. Only a few times do I feel sexy and bad ass. But in terms of playing around, I did have an item that I would never give up willingly until I actually lost the damn thing... I am protective over things I own. I often come up with phrases and such that sound like any of the characters I mentioned would say or attune to their character.
I have Sherlock moments EVERY minute of every day, seriously. It would take me a long time to mention the ones I've had so far. And not to forget, I actually find myself slipping into these characters and even going for the voices. I'm actually half-Irish, so slipping into Moriarty is eerily easy. Actually do own a lot of similar clothing to John, mostly female versions of his though. And I have a trench coat, deerstalker, and scarf. Along with a Toby of my own.
That's.... really nerdy of me... Sorry... If you... need anyone else... I'm here... *hides in closet*